Sometimes I receive unexpected gifts when I am in a place of being open to receive them. I had such an experience on my way to the International Obsessive Compulsive Foundation's annual conference in Chicago. I decided to face my fears and do a little exposure therapy by getting on the L which is the public transport train from O'Hare airport to downtown Chicago. I wasn't sure which train to take but I saw a young man running for the one that's doors were closing so I took a leap of faith, ran after him, and hopped on just as the doors closed. I looked at him and told him I had no idea what I was doing but I knew I was facing my fears. He asked where I was going and we quickly realized we were going to the same conference but for very different reasons. It was a 45 minute ride to downtown. He shared his struggles with severe OCD and how he had not gotten good treatment until he went to Roger's Hospital which specializes in treating OCD. Even there, he found staff who were not understanding to his peers when they were incapacitated by their severe anxiety and unrelenting symptoms. I shared my unwavering commitment and passion for helping those with OCD and yet how I am humbled by this disorder every day. We laughed at the absurdity of the symptoms and the tricks OCD plays. He shared several of his fears including his fear of having schizophrenia. I looked up and saw a huge advertisement on the wall of the train scrolling, "SCHIZOPHRENIA" . We again laughed at how there are opportunities to do ERP everywhere and sometimes it feels like the universe creates these experience for people with OCD just to give them some practice. I felt his warmth, wisdom, and genuineness throughout our travel. We never stopped talking and actually missed our stop! We laughed and just got off on the next stop, embracing our anxiety and owning our uncertainty. I am so grateful for having met this young man who reminded me of how challenging OCD can be for people who live with it every day as well as the hope that therapists, researchers, and psychiatrists offer in meeting this challenge head on and offering the latest advancements in treatment for such a debilitating illness.
For more information about OCD and its treatment go to www.iocdf.org.
Tuesday, August 2, 2016
Sunday, April 24, 2016
It is the middle of June and we are getting ready to celebrate my daughter's graduation. It is a time of reflection, excitement, joy, and gratitude. Unfortunately, many parent's and young adults find this time to be anxiety provoking. Transitions are often difficult due to the uncertainty of what lies ahead. Parents are grieving what they are losing and the young adults are fearing what they are about to face. The best thing to do is to honor these feelings....create a space for them. If you resist them, try to get them to go away, or push them down, the feelings will only grow and gain power. I often take some deep breaths and open my arms and hands to tell myself that I am listening and I am open to learning from the sadness/fear. It is also helpful to tell your mind the whole story. Anxiety/Sadness tends to only repeat the negative or catastrophic parts of the story. It is your job to balance this story by accepting the uncertainty and possibility of distress but also stating the potential for new, exciting, and interesting experiences to emerge. Keep yourself open and keep the door open for possibilities. This will prevent you from being controlled by anxiety.
My family had an adventurous vacation. We decided to participate in every action-filled experience we could. This included kayaking, hiking in ankle deep mud, hiking on cliffs, learning to Stand Up Paddleboard, Zip lining, snorkeling with huge sea turtles, surfing, and jumping 18 feet into a swimming hole in the middle of the jungle. I was excited for each experience until we got there and my anxiety brain told me that it was crazy to do this. My excitement turned to fear before I had any say in it. My heart beat fast. My stomach felt sick. I had to go to the bathroom something fierce (this is something my kids tease me about because I always have to go to the bathroom multiple times when I am anxious). My thoughts would try to convince me not to do some of the things-particularly the high jump into a blue hole that I had no idea what lay beneath. Then I thought of each of you. The hard work you have to do to face your fears every day. The times you have to do things even though you are scared. The self talk you have to do to teach your brain the truth and to convince yourself to take these risks because life is worth living. I was scared but I jumped, zipped, snorkeled, hiked, and was in awe of these massive sea creatures I swam with in the ocean. The most fascinating thing was that once I got over anticipating the potential risks and got through the first few seconds or minutes of the experience, my brain stopped feeling fear and really enjoyed the ride.
My phone has been ringing off the hook with people who are desperate to get treatment for OCD. There are a few reasons for their desperation. First, the symptoms can be severe and create much suffering personally and in their relationships. Second, people often are misdiagnosed and mistreated once they get to a therapist which leaves them feeling hopeless and helpless. Finally, there are not enough therapists trained to treat OCD using evidenced based treatment, which is Exposure and Response Prevention. Consequently, people often have to travel great distances once they find a well trained therapist. I want you to know there is HOPE. OCD is treatable. The treatment is actually simple but very difficult to do because it goes against what your brain is telling you. I tell kids to treat OCD like it's a bully, telling them awful things about themselves because it has figured out what matters most to them. Once you face the bully and call it exactly that; allow yourself to feel the anxiety without doing anything about it; and, most importantly, do the opposite of what the bully says (agree with the fear, contaminate yourself, hug your child while holding those awful thoughts, be uncertain....), OCD will begin to dissipate. See, OCD has no power as long as you don't believe it and refuse to do what it says. Even if you find yourself believing it, if you do the opposite, you will gain insight into how it is lying to you. You just have to take that leap of faith, be really courageous, and get to the other side. I am humbled by the clients I have the opportunity to care for who have OCD. They are the most courageous people I know. Come check out our support group on the first Thursday of each month from 6:30pm -7:30 pm to find out how to be on the path to recovery from OCD.
Wednesday, December 17, 2014
Thanks to mental health parity, many more people have access to psychotherapy than in the past. But two great barriers to treatment remain. The first is shame, as the stigma of mental illness still prevents many from seeking professional help. The second is cost, because even when people have health insurance, the expense of co-pays and high deductibles can be too much when money is tight.
Wednesday, April 15, 2015
The Wall Street Journal published an article recently on helping your young adult get good mental health treatment in high school and college http://www.wsj.com/articles/good-mental-health-away-from-home-starts-before-college-1428944477. This is an important article for two reasons: First, rarely does a newspaper print a consumer driven article that has great information from both a consumer and a top notch clinician. Second: Successfully sending our children out into the world of college or the work force has increasingly become a difficult task both for parents and kids. There are many aspects to this new challenge. The expectations we place on our children to be competitive can create burn out before they even get to college. The shear number of advanced placement classes, number of volunteer hours, and the in school and out of school activities they are expected to participate in all contribute to these kids having increased mental health issues including anxiety and depression. This article shows that there is help. Helping our children be balanced means teaching them to notice when they have taken on too much, teaching them to speak up to teachers and coaches about their needs and struggles and honoring them when they do speak. Creating spaces for them where they can quiet their bodies and minds helps to create life long habits that promote well being. Making sure they have enough time to help around the house and participate in family activities. If your child does develop mental health symptoms, provide them support. This may mean that you need to seek professional help. This article shows that evidenced based therapies, like cognitive behavioral therapy, can make a big difference in a short period of time when everyone is invested. Our children are our future. Let's help them learn early, how to care for their mind, body, and spirit so they can go forward to use their gifts and talents in a way that lights them up and lights up the world!
I have a friend who was recently attacked by a dog. This has been a traumatic experience for her and has developed into a fear of walking near dogs. We have walked every week together for over 2 years, whether it's 10 below or 90 and humid. This attack has changed her experience on our walks from noticing people, trees, and the beautiful snow flakes to being hypervigilant to any potential run- in with a dog. It's been interesting to watch her fear take over our walks and grow exponentially with every avoidance move she makes. I finally asked her if I could help her so that she could take back her walks and change her experience with dogs. Thankfully she was open as she was painfully aware of how skiddish she had become. I told her that she had to teach her brain the difference between danger and discomfort. Danger is when something is actually happening (like when she was being bitten) and discomfort is when we fear something might happen (every walk we take). I asked her to start being purposeful about walking next me when a dog was on the street, on the side where the dog is. I explained that every time she moves away from a dog or purposefully avoids walking down a street where a dog is, she teaches her brain to be scared of discomfort, of streets, of walking. In order to enjoy her walks again, she will have to choose roads with dogs so that she purposefully creates an opportunity to practice feeling discomfort and being courageous. The woods was particularly beautiful today, people and dogs were out in force. My friend took a deep breath and practiced walking toward the dogs, instead of away. She got stronger with each encounter and I watched her confidence grow. By the end of our walk in the woods, we were noticing the beautiful flowers again, sharing family stories, and smiling.